Tag Archives: depression

What’s Mental Illness?

I found it at Twitter & ran with it. Yes,I know all about it. I emptied all my thoughts about it & that was an abundance. I never knew so many people have mental illness & all the problems it … Continue reading

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Anxiety Out Of Control

always sleepy…can’t stay awake. I’m not connecting to realty & none of it feels like home. Its like I don’t belong here & nothing feels right. I feel homesick,but sick for what? This place isn’t home…TN isn’t home. Do I … Continue reading

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Inside Of Me I Am Dying

no,not literally,but emotionally & mentally I am dying. Its anxiety & all its culprits. You know,the worry,stress,depression,panic attacks,fears…all those things that makes life a dread & makes us want to close our eyes & never wake up. Its a bad … Continue reading

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My Anxious Self Is Much Worse

The new home hasn’t helped me. Its so much worse. I mean the anxiousness thoughts. The thoughts are unreal & 100% out of control. I hate the thoughts & won’t them gone forever. I can’t control them or skip over … Continue reading

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My Bedroom Is A Library

Books surround my queen size bed…& the journals without end. I’ve collected the books since I was in my 20s & can’t recall how long I’ve been collecting journals. I don’t know what to say…books & journals make me feel … Continue reading

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Finding My Passions

As I finish unpacking my bedroom,surrounding it with my abundance of books,journals,& ink pens,I am finding the resurrections of my passions,those things I love to do,that makes me feel alive & eager to keep going. My passion for sporty cars … Continue reading

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The New House Is Usually Cold

We appreciate it most deeply. After 10 years in that old dump,this one was much needed. Its clean & offers what we needed…safe to live in & its in town. Its clean & easy to keep it clean. Much better … Continue reading

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Alone & Not Happy At All

Me being crippled are home alone. My son is out with his brother & my husband went to visit his Mother. My inability to stand up & walk has me home alone. There’s stuff to do,like unpack boxes in my … Continue reading

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Unpacking

settling in & accepting this as our new home. The traffic out front on a busy highway is often disturbing,but hey,its home & its clean. I watch the old place being done for the new people. We spent 10 years … Continue reading

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Here I Am At 54

I gave up my hobbies,the things I loved,those things that were my passion. I don’t know if I should do those things,like car racing games,rock n roll,my dreams,the journaling,& even reading. Am I at a age where I sit & … Continue reading

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