Tag Archives: family

Been In A Bad Place

The anxiety & depression have returned,not as extreme though. I’m averaging 2 to 3 naps a day. I don’t feel good,don’t feel well. My breathing has improved & so has my ability to cook my own meals & do some … Continue reading

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Stayed In Bed Late This Morning

I had no interest in another boring day. I didn’t blog yesterday. There is nothing at all interesting about me & my daily existence. The paint on the wall is more interesting than I am. My 2 sons have new … Continue reading

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If My Life Was Perfect…

I’d be in supreme health,fit as a fiddle,beautiful,a size 5,& I’d look 21. I’d be fabulously rich & live in a luxury house in a posh neighborhood. I’d own a new silver BMW 650i & a black 98 Toyota Supra. … Continue reading

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Deeply & severely Depressed

My existence is empty,meaningless. There’s no passion,no motivation,nothing to look forward to,bland & boring. I don’t want a job,career,or business,& no interest in a hobby,so what do I want? I want my family back together. My youngest son doesn’t live … Continue reading

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Unbearable Anxiety,Crushing Depression

4 broken cars,bill collectors,obesity,dysfunctional family,deteriorated health…feeling suicidal,but knowing,I don’t want to die…I want out! Mix all my problems with the anxiety,depression,& stress…I’m on the edge of a mental,emotional collapse. Its unbearable! Our new car won’t start. My son’s Camaro has … Continue reading

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It Was A Wonderful Saturday

spent part of it shopping with my husband & my 2 adult sons. It was ideal having the 4 of us together. We had lots of fun. We shopped at the new Dollar General & the Good-Will store. We all … Continue reading

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Mental Illness

I’d say I have it…of course I do…depression,anxiety,stress…mental illness…emotional distress. Today I am severely depressed…lingering in the past. I’m homesick…missing my family in Florida. With my anxiety,stress,&┬ádepression worsening I need to go home,be in Florida with my family. I don’t … Continue reading

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