Tag Archives: God

I’d Like To Return To God

with my health at an all-time low I feel the need to be with my Abba Daddy. I need the love,warmth,& protection. I need his help,healing,& transformation. All that my life & existence that had been,is gone…there’s nothing left. I’m … Continue reading

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The Faint Nudge

its here & I am not really interested. Its the call to return to God,my Abba Daddy. I am reminded of the relationship with Him that was complex,confusing,& always left me angry & depleted. It was like a full-time job,a … Continue reading

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Easter Lunch At KFC

This Easter has been boring,but it was wonderful being with my 2 sons. Its now night & I’m watching YouTube vids & enjoying my Gin & Juice. I need distractions to keepĀ meĀ from thinking about the spooky situations coming up. I … Continue reading

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One Way Or The Other

I am either way back in the past,reliving horrible situations,or I’m deep into the future looking for that light at the end of the tunnel. There’s no peace,no rest,nothing but darkness,fear,& dread. I need to sob,to scream. I want to … Continue reading

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I’m Using My Name

getting brave I am. I’m not ready to post a picture of me. I’ve been gravely ill for many years & am bloated,swelled,toxic,& pale. Whenever I am in public strangers stare at me & sometimes ask if I’m alright. Wal-Greens … Continue reading

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My Aunt Lizzy

She visited me in a dream last night & said she thinks I have cancer. I held on to what she said…not really afraid…more like a calm sort of shock. I do know I’ve been gravely sick for many years…a … Continue reading

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Severe Anxiety Attack

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