Tag Archives: helpless

Physical Deterioration…Steep Health Decline

I can no longer eat out or do my grocery shopping. I am living on toast. I am awake all night & I sleep all day. I knew it was coming to this & I fought to stop it. On … Continue reading

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Unbearable Anxiety,Crushing Depression

4 broken cars,bill collectors,obesity,dysfunctional family,deteriorated health…feeling suicidal,but knowing,I don’t want to die…I want out! Mix all my problems with the anxiety,depression,& stress…I’m on the edge of a mental,emotional collapse. Its unbearable! Our new car won’t start. My son’s Camaro has … Continue reading

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Anxious Feelings,Not Again

Yesterday I thought I was progressing. I had accepted what today will present. My son will be driving the Acura RL to look for a job. He’s 24 & its normal that he wants to work & make a living … Continue reading

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Woke Up In Tears

anxiety,depression not easing up. There’s been no relief for days. I want to escape,to vanish. I am living with dread,with fear…anxious thoughts…worst case scenarios. Its like there’s a war going on inside me,constant fighting,chaos. I don’t feel safe…fight or flight…I … Continue reading

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When Shit Happens

I drank the usual booze I always drink & the same amount…&…what do you know…I fell asleep watching Jerry Springer. At least I didn’t fall out of my chair. Up next I awoke with my belly severely bloated & so … Continue reading

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In A Dark Place

I am weak,dazed,& depressed. I couldn’t even go out to eat. My food was brought home to me. I’m not strong enough to get out of my house. Its all I can do to move. I sit here at the … Continue reading

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The Grip Of Anxiety

There are no mole hills…there are mountains…impossible to climb…overwhelming. You feel hopeless,helpless,confused,& afraid. 

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