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Today Is My Birthday

I am 54,living in poverty,in a rental shack,various health problems,but I am alive. Its not a happy birthday. My only present was a candy bar. I’ll tell my husband to take me out to eat. Most likely he will rage … Continue reading

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Unbearable Anxiety,Crushing Depression

4 broken cars,bill collectors,obesity,dysfunctional family,deteriorated health…feeling suicidal,but knowing,I don’t want to die…I want out! Mix all my problems with the anxiety,depression,& stress…I’m on the edge of a mental,emotional collapse. Its unbearable! Our new car won’t start. My son’s Camaro has … Continue reading

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I Am Creating My Present & Future

with my thoughts,feelings,beliefs,& visualizations I am creating my present & future. All my negative,anxious,depressed,stressed thoughts & feelings are writing the next chapter in my life. All the fears I allow & spend time with are building my future. Every pity … Continue reading

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This Day Went Straight To Hell

car won’t start & my oldest son had a temper tantrum. My nerves are shot,anxiety & depression are triggered. I am stressing out! I stood there in the kitchen door,in the cold,while my son had his tantrum outside with my … Continue reading

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My Biggest Problem (Losing Weight)

no doubt about its my HUGE belly. Its bloated & swelled tight,so much so,its near impossible to move & I can’t breathe without breathing machines. Its like being 9 months pregnant. My belly is rock hard. Its getting bigger. I … Continue reading

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Not Ready For It To End

With a long list of health problems I know I need to quit the nightly booze binges,but I can’t imagine life without my nasty evening companion. Been booze binging for over 20 years. Am I an alcoholic? Well…I am more … Continue reading

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Problems? Not Anymore!

I decided today…I don’t have problems…I have struggles & challenges. I’m not cursed…I’m where I don’t want to be. I’m not chained,shackled,& yoked…I’m lacking knowledge,wisdom,& understanding. I’m not an addict…I’m habitual. I’m not stupid…I’m learning & growing. I’m not lost…I’m … Continue reading

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