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Wednesday Confession

I don’t blog much anymore & when I do,I don’t have much to say. I am busy working to improve my health. I have Sleep Apnea,COPD,Anemia,& I’m 100 pounds overweight. I’m up all night & I sleep most of the … Continue reading

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I’d Like To Return To God

with my health at an all-time low I feel the need to be with my Abba Daddy. I need the love,warmth,& protection. I need his help,healing,& transformation. All that my life & existence that had been,is gone…there’s nothing left. I’m … Continue reading

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Physical Deterioration…Steep Health Decline

I can no longer eat out or do my grocery shopping. I am living on toast. I am awake all night & I sleep all day. I knew it was coming to this & I fought to stop it. On … Continue reading

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In Recovery For My Health

I am using the Himalayan salt lamp at night & my humidifier during the day. Mentally & emotionally I am noticing improvement. I was in a situation today which would’ve caused me to go into full-blown panic. I was worried,but … Continue reading

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1 Of those Sleepless Nights

I used my Himalayan Salt lamp. My room was lit in a bright orange glow…pretty & soothing,but I couldn’t sleep. I finally drifted off to sleep. I awoke & spotted a big ass roach on a klenex box near my … Continue reading

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I Thought I’d Die

I awoke this morning unable to get out of bed. I couldn’t breathe & couldn’t move. The lung spasms were unbearable. I had to pee,but couldn’t get out of bed to go to the bathroom. I managed to sit up … Continue reading

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It Was A Rough Day

I slept most of it. My son used my laptop to apply forĀ  work. Today I’ve been unbearably weak. The new inhaler doesn’t help much at all,if at all. The lung spasms are worse than ever. I am still preparing … Continue reading

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