Tag Archives: suicide

Social Media Profiles

Way back 7 or so years ago,I learned to use a¬†picture of sporty cars as my profile in social media,like Facebook,Twitter,& the others. I could hide behind the cars. I did have knowledge of cars & a passion for them. … Continue reading

Posted in blogging, health, lifestyle | Tagged , , , , , , | 3 Comments

The Faint Nudge

its here & I am not really interested. Its the call to return to God,my Abba Daddy. I am reminded of the relationship with Him that was complex,confusing,& always left me angry & depleted. It was like a full-time job,a … Continue reading

Posted in lifestyle, relationships, spirituality | Tagged , , , , , , | Leave a comment

My Sunday Blog

We had dinner with my youngest son last night & played the game of Life until midnight. We all 5 had fun. Today is off with a heavy dose of depression. I was scrolling Twitter & there was a picture … Continue reading

Posted in health, lifestyle | Tagged , , , , , , | Leave a comment

This Day Went Straight To Hell

car won’t start & my oldest son had a temper tantrum. My nerves are shot,anxiety & depression are triggered. I am stressing out! I stood there in the kitchen door,in the cold,while my son had his tantrum outside with my … Continue reading

Posted in lifestyle, relationships | Tagged , , , , , , | Leave a comment

It Happened Again

Last night,drinking beer & gin,I fell asleep while on the internet,in the dining room,at the table. Good thing I didn’t fall out of my chair. I awoke wondering what the hell happened,tried to party on,microwaved a big soft pretzel…man I … Continue reading

Posted in blogging, lifestyle, suicide | Tagged , , , , , | Leave a comment

The Always Present Enemy

Anxiety is always present in my life,has been ever since I can remember. It uses my thoughts to traumatize me. It stirs my feelings until it seems there’s no escape & no relief. Every situation,every problem is magnified until its … Continue reading

Posted in blogging, health, lifestyle | Tagged , , , , | Leave a comment

OMG Depressing

listening to subliminal vids this morning I became deeply depressed. It happened last night too. Thoughts of dying & other morbid thoughts. I started to cry. It was terrible. It was actually 1 video that had the saddest music. It … Continue reading

Posted in health, lifestyle | Tagged , , , , | Leave a comment